The struggle of an empty page

I would write to you every day,
I would put down on paper,
All the random little things, i need to say.
My life would come to you in a letter.
All the stories in my world would
Find there ways to you if i could
Tell you how i feel about you,
How i'd wish to be with you.

I'd recount me missing the second to last
Step of the stairs going down from my place
Ending up laying on the floor, face
First as people simply walked past.
Or that time i came off the bus
And noticed i had popped buttons of my shirt.
Believe it or not, i was on my way home thus
How long of the day, do you think i had exposed my heart?

I would if i could tell you all these irrelevant tales
Of me and the buttered bread adventures
I say i would put it down to paper but it could be just emails.
Our 21st century does not care much for scriptures.
But i would tell you all my fancy little things,
And i would ask about your irrelevant silly things.
If i knew who you were
Or where you were

I would write to you every day,
If i had already met you.
I would have so much to say,
If i could talk to you.
But i don't know you just yet.
Here i am, with an empty page,
My words and my pen ready to engage
A lover whom i haven't met.

                              MissAhdynn

Kiss Me Goodnight

I need someone to check me out
Let me down,
Make me fly,
High and tall.
Break me down,
Make me cry,
Catch my fall.

I need someone to hold my hand
Have me blush,
Faint and drop.
Give me tingles,
And a fever rush.
Put me on top,
With my guts in tangles.

I need someone to pick me up
Turn me into,
The one who begs.
Play with me.
Climb onto,
Spread My legs,
And eat me.

I need someone to take me hard
Ride me strong,
Gagged and Bound,
In loving shackles.
Moan along,
Turn me around,
As my strength crackles.

I need someone to kiss me goodnight
As I rest here,
With a taint smile,
And a light bliss,
With no fear,
And heart so fragile,
Hold me and give me a kiss.

                         MissAhdynn