Rêves Déclassés

Par des moments passés,
  Quelques gouttes d'amour,
Pour m'enivrer,
  Que je me reveille un jour.

Par des mots mal placés,
  Quelques verbes choisis,
Pour me laisser savoir
  Qu'entre nous, c'est fini.

Par des rêves massacrés,
  Quelques gestes tordus,
Pour m'enlever tout espoir
  Qu'on ne serait pas perdu.

Par des idées lassées,
  Quelques malheurs abbattus
Pour m'empêcher de vouloir
  Que notre futur survive, têtue.

                    MissAhdynn

If tree birds

If tree birds sang
   The tunes from bleeding hearts,
Wishes would go up in flames,
   Passions would burn a fire
To the likes of a raging sun.

If tree birds spoke
   The tales of dying hopes,
Wonders would burn to ashes,
   Dreams rose from the dead
To the likes of haunting curses.

If tree birds heard
   The truth within the stories,
Will would singe its ways,
   Mind would fester
To the likes of withering corpses.

If tree birds read
   The fate hidden in the leaves,
Whispers would kiln our soul,
   Spirits would sear through the path
To the likes of Hope's tread marks.

                         MissAhdynn

I stepped out for a moment

So I stepped out for a moment,
And as I stood outside, Hoping
For peace and quiet, a resting moment,
The wind picked up, but I stayed out. Hoping
It would be nothing but a breeze, lasting merely a moment.
But the sun disappeared, though clouds emerged, I was still Hoping
The wind would blow them away, that this shaded moment
Would pass to reveal a beautiful day. Hoping
Didn't do me any good because in just a mere moment
The rain went from light drizzle to typhoon status. Hoping
I could get away, run, hide and not get wet for a moment
Was everything wrong with me, and why I was hoping
That stepping out would bring relief to me just for a moment.
Days like this, I wish I was not aware that hoping
Is the weather fools choose to live through. For every moment
They spend, in that state of mind, dreaming, Hoping,
They hide from realities, worries and rejoice for a moment.
Because if they stop, the weight buries any outcomes of Hoping.
So I stepped out for a moment
Wondering wether or not I should stop Hoping...
                            Missahdynn

It rained all day

Frail,faint,subtle
It rained all day today.
Grass,leaf,flower petals
Drifted off it's sturdy branch.
Here on the ground it lays,
Staggering in a small water puddle.
Will it wither as it sinks,
Will it hit the bottom first,
Only to wither just then.
Frail,faint and iddle
It drizzled all day today.
A tiny little flower petal
Went off into the air,
Danced it's way down
To wather on the ground.
Lazily rested on the surface,
Swaying to the rythm of the ripples
As the rain fell unto the small pool.
Frail,faint, Brittle
It rained all day today.

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Blank

Blank paper shit sitting on the desk

Blank mind has got nothing going on 

Pencils in my hand, tapping on the table

Putting my thoughts through the test

Will there be words coming out this time

Will I manage to write a couple of words

One word all and enough to say something

Or no words at all to mean so much

Can it be my self is not ready to speak

Can’t I voice at all what is left of me 

Tree dots onto my page evenly spaced

Tell me what It is I wished to say

A scribble further down to the right

All I see is a pile of tangled emotions

If I down my pencil and chose to take the pen

Is it possible I might finally read from within

                                       Missahdynn

Nullement ...

Mon coeur n'est nullement encré,

Il va, il vient mais il aime.
Mon coeur quoi que pensé
Sans douleur, saigne tout de même.

Mon coeur n'est nullement étranger.
Il a subit l'amour, il a infligé pareil.
Mon coeur ne s'est jamais gêné.
Sans retenue, il a désiré être désiré pareil.

Mon coeur n'a nullement cédé,
Il a essayé et si souvent échoué.
Mon coeur n'a que trop tenté,
Sans aucun espoir, il a osé aimer.

Mon coeur n'est nullement brisé,
Il a voulu, il a vraiment espéré jadis.
Mon coeur n'a que trop péché,
Sans doute en rêve-t-il encore aujourd'hui.

                                     MissAhdynn

Don't need a man

Standing in front of the mirror
Studying my reflection
And Looking back on
The roads I have traveled.
Were they my steps?
Was I thinking straight?
Or was it just me acting crazy as usual?

Guards up, no one will get through
There's so much I can do by myself
But so little, I know
Independent, I thrive to become.
Objective: Success.
Boy oh boy, am I vulnerable
So many things in such little time.
Despite doubt, fear, I still see the light
I rely on them sometimes, but I wish I didn't.

My heart aches of loneliness at times
The next day it is bright and beautiful
Love?!!
Hmm, it's nothing anymore.
Lust is more significant
Foolishness over marriage
Passion over thinking
Those relatives questions I anticipate,
They will be answered with just a glare.

Can I just be a woman?
A woman who don't need a man.
A man that will stop her from being
The individual she's longing to be.
The flower that is ready to bloom
The star that will shine at night
The laugh that will fluctuate other laughs
The smile that will become contagious

Can I just be a woman
A woman who don't need a man
I don't want to hold secrets
I don't want to wait in vain
I don't want to fall,
Who will catch me?

Can I just be a woman,
A woman who don't need a man
But a woman who wants a companion.

I really do...

If this is love then the world is doomed !

Just thinking about you brings me to tears on nights like these !

I find myself wishing you well while a drop rushes down my cheek !

A faint smile spread as I imagine your beautiful future without me!

I'm okay, I can't complain! You're ok from what i can tell !

But I wanted us to be ok too !

How long do you keep the dream alive before it turns into a nightmare?

How do u know when it's time to wake up?

I wish you well ! I wish her well i really do !

At peace with pain and anguish, cheers to you ...
                                      MissAhdynn

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