Wednesday, May 8, 2013

Je suis

Je suis de cette terre chaude,
Je suis de ce pays de misère.
Je suis de cette ville de débauche.

Je suis de cette île,
Où les rayons du soleil ne sont que caresses 
Sur ma peau caramélisée.

Où le sourire d’un enfant est plus précieux que l’or,
Où l’histoire nous rattrape à chaque pas vers le futur,
Où l'électricité n'est que luxe.

Où vivre est un espoir,
Où croire est une prière,
Où l’amour est passion et haine.

Où la danse est un déhanchement des reins,
Où la musique est inflammable,
Où j’ai laissé mon cœur et mon âme.

Suis-moi que je te montre,
Laisse tout derrière toi.

Tente pour une fois un nouveau souffle de vie
Et goute à cette douce et humble liberté.
       
                               Ladymyou

Monday, April 29, 2013

Yes, I fell for the Wrong Guy ...

Happy times don't last forever.
Every once in a while, Shit happens.
You get sad, You get mad, Things go bad.

Almost every girl in the world knows a version of that story.
No one can come close to understand how it feels, but yourself.
Truth be told, every one knows, but not two pains are the same.
Omega to one's smiles, Alpha to one's bitterness.
Nesting in one's chest, like a goa'uld inextricable,
I fell for the wrong person, the Wrong Guy.

Who has not been there?
How cliche is that story?
Anyone dares to tell me,
They've never heard of it ?

It's like damnation fooling around, messing up with our minds,
Serving us with condescending jerks and losers to destroy us.

Unknowingly feeding our disbelief in the human ways,
Purposively holding us captive of our dreams and wishes.

Waiting for ever for Prince Charming,
Ignoring the sweet sadness and the gloom.
Trying hard to believe in a better world.
Hoping some of us do get the happy ending.

Yearning for care, love and passion.
Obviating settling for less.
Unfair, reprehensible and sadly so commun ....

                                    MissAhdynn

Friday, April 19, 2013

And the ground trembled underneath our feet

ShaKen to Death ...

January 12, 2010....My world was shook upside-down, inside-out...
You can see people, acting crazy talking about... 
What they did, who they lost, what they were doing, where they were...
When life, joy, ease, fame, power, vanity, complexes and whatever ...
Was shook out of them into that other dimension...
You know....that one were Haitian sings whatever u do UNION...

4:53...Back from school got my brother, at my mom's office...
Haiti, as I know her, will no longer be...because mother land is shaking...
Put yourself and safety; help others, if you can start running...
Out in the mist, taking our breath, dad is missing, still in his office...
Emergency modes activate....Fasten your seatbelt....little brother takes the lead...
Somebody get daddy...I'll get whatever else we need...
1...2...3...dad is here...cell phone not working ...but yet keep on calling...
We must find the others...tied to each other....we're walking...we're walking
One step at a time....holding on to the one on your right......while the one on your left holds on to you
We're walking.....one foot at a time....alert...scared...worried...but walking

The sun is going down....darkness is rising....Mom and dad weakening...
Me leading the way....little brother keeping us on the alert...and yet me crying
From the scared city...where I left half of my family disoriented... crushed... panicked
Yes...they too are my family....nobody should be surprised.....
Up front DGI, Pale nasyonal , ministe condisyon feminin through bois-vernat then canapé-vert and
All the way across Petyon-vil, to montay nwa, down delmas up to laboule...

All close friends in or out of the country........Safe for now
All enemies, haters and who so ever...........Safe also
All un-related family members..........over 300 or so....23 accounted dead... around 40 missing 
And number still rising......the rest is dispatched and trying on again have our life rising
All blood-related family members...most of them out of the country at the time
About those in town...over 20 or so...17 alive and traumatized....1 missing....2 dead....
My little sister was crushed in her house doing her homework.....
My mom's cousin literally lost his head, cut off by a falling block 
The body was found but never the head in the DGI's collapsed building so at work
As if for Me...writing this...known to be no longer on earth, officially 
Accounted missing by herself, it will never be the same 
I was shook to death....

Wednesday, April 17, 2013

Winter


Rushing days and nights,
Cold clime, wool, sweaters, boots,
Would love spring.

Thursday, April 4, 2013

Thoughts of a College Student


I have nothing to say
I cannot think
My mind has been shut down
I’m word-less
Days without inspiration
It can’t be other than the truth
This white blank piece is mocking my eyes
I’m nervous and irritated
It must not be that tough
A little concentration is needed

You know you can’t focus.
Relaxing can be helpful to me
How are you going to rest?
Can’t procrastinate on that Accounting test
How about that Economic homework?
Did you already forget that trip to Washington?
There’s no way you’ll loosen up

I’m definitely growing into a college fiend
It wasn't supposed to be that hard
And you believe them?
Girl step up your game
I know I’m capable of succeeding
Keep on dreaming honey!!!

Well let’s see about that!!!
I’m in control of my goals
I’m in control of my thoughts
So back off!!!!
                                     Ladymyou


Zoranje

Pye atè m'ap mache nan Zoranje
Li fè katrè di swa
Van tap sifle on ti chante ki dou
Branch bwa ap k-danse
zwazo tout koulè ap fredonen
Lè sa peyizann ap sot nan mache
Ti moun ap benyen nan larivyè
Voye dlo youn sou lot
Ansyen gran nèg ap fè la pwomenad
Sou chwal yo
Kay Janira, pate kode finn kwit
Kay Ton Fortune, sant bouyon tèt kabrit
Pran lari pou li
Tankou se on bann rara
M'ap kontanple tout sa
Mwen pa mande anyen anko
Sinon pou'm gaga anba on ti pye zoranj
                                                  Ladymyou

Friday, March 29, 2013

Koze Lanmou

Ti cheri doudou mwen,
Sapibon lan kè mwen,
Vini pou'm souse'w...

Chavire'm, fanm ou sou do,
Blayi jan'm mwen de bò,
Defouke'm ak raj  ...

Mete de pat ou sou tout kò'm,
Demoli de bò mouda'm,
Bebe, ban'm gouye sou bwa'w ...

Vwayaje lang ou lan fouk mwen ,
Woule de ti zoranj si mwen yo,
Jete dlo kò'w sou mwen ...

Jwe jwèt ou patron, men fanm ou,
Ban'm ponpe sou bit ou,
Fè tout viann lan kò'm tranble ...

Allo ?
Allo, cheri ?
Apa ou pa di anyen ?

                            MissAhdynn


Tuesday, March 19, 2013

IKILI

You sweat ...
I scream ...
Heart rhythms rise ...
Just the way we like it ...


Sunday, March 10, 2013

The Light ...

It can only last for so long,
Before the hunger strikes.
One can only smile for this long,
Before one's face starts to cramp.

All who live within the shadows,
Hope and prays for the light to come.
Whispering, shivering awaiting,
An uncertain awakening.

So many fail to notice,
In order for the light to shine,
Down into the abysmal obscurity,
It shall downgrade itself.

The light must wander away
From the brightness of its pears,
And venture into the nescience mist
Where the blind ones reside.

The light must descend,
Into the depth of all emptiness,
Where alone, secluded and timid,
It shall ensure never to cease to be.

The light is only Light,
When engorged into the darkness.
But the light is only the outcast,
Withstanding among the graylings...

                           MissAhdynn


Sunday, March 3, 2013

It is what it is ...

So it's like that ...

How do you know when to stop ?
When trying is no longer worth it ...
How do you know when it's ok?
To care, to wonder, to want, to need ...

How do you know if it's right?
If you've ever failed to behave properly...
What happens if properly is not the right way to go?
If everything that is wrong is so right yet so wrong ...

So it's like that ...

You start behaving ...
You do your best ...
You try, you care ...
You wonder, you wander ...

And yet it always goes sideways,
There is always something very wrong...

Someone or Something to send you off,
To make you feel so wrong,
To make you think you did not do good,
To steel your smile and pride,
To have you question your standards ...

What are you going to do ...
When you know it's right,
And you feel so bad ...
When you know it's wrong,
And yet it feels so good ...

So it's like that ...
What can you do about it? ...
It is what it is ...