Monday, April 29, 2013

Yes, I fell for the Wrong Guy ...

Happy times don't last forever.
Every once in a while, Shit happens.
You get sad, You get mad, Things go bad.

Almost every girl in the world knows a version of that story.
No one can come close to understand how it feels, but yourself.
Truth be told, every one knows, but not two pains are the same.
Omega to one's smiles, Alpha to one's bitterness.
Nesting in one's chest, like a goa'uld inextricable,
I fell for the wrong person, the Wrong Guy.

Who has not been there?
How cliche is that story?
Anyone dares to tell me,
They've never heard of it ?

It's like damnation fooling around, messing up with our minds,
Serving us with condescending jerks and losers to destroy us.

Unknowingly feeding our disbelief in the human ways,
Purposively holding us captive of our dreams and wishes.

Waiting for ever for Prince Charming,
Ignoring the sweet sadness and the gloom.
Trying hard to believe in a better world.
Hoping some of us do get the happy ending.

Yearning for care, love and passion.
Obviating settling for less.
Unfair, reprehensible and sadly so commun ....

                                    MissAhdynn

Friday, April 19, 2013

And the ground trembled underneath our feet

ShaKen to Death ...

January 12, 2010....My world was shook upside-down, inside-out...
You can see people, acting crazy talking about... 
What they did, who they lost, what they were doing, where they were...
When life, joy, ease, fame, power, vanity, complexes and whatever ...
Was shook out of them into that other dimension...
You know....that one were Haitian sings whatever u do UNION...

4:53...Back from school got my brother, at my mom's office...
Haiti, as I know her, will no longer be...because mother land is shaking...
Put yourself and safety; help others, if you can start running...
Out in the mist, taking our breath, dad is missing, still in his office...
Emergency modes activate....Fasten your seatbelt....little brother takes the lead...
Somebody get daddy...I'll get whatever else we need...
1...2...3...dad is here...cell phone not working ...but yet keep on calling...
We must find the others...tied to each other....we're walking...we're walking
One step at a time....holding on to the one on your right......while the one on your left holds on to you
We're walking.....one foot at a time....alert...scared...worried...but walking

The sun is going down....darkness is rising....Mom and dad weakening...
Me leading the way....little brother keeping us on the alert...and yet me crying
From the scared city...where I left half of my family disoriented... crushed... panicked
Yes...they too are my family....nobody should be surprised.....
Up front DGI, Pale nasyonal , ministe condisyon feminin through bois-vernat then canapé-vert and
All the way across Petyon-vil, to montay nwa, down delmas up to laboule...

All close friends in or out of the country........Safe for now
All enemies, haters and who so ever...........Safe also
All un-related family members..........over 300 or so....23 accounted dead... around 40 missing 
And number still rising......the rest is dispatched and trying on again have our life rising
All blood-related family members...most of them out of the country at the time
About those in town...over 20 or so...17 alive and traumatized....1 missing....2 dead....
My little sister was crushed in her house doing her homework.....
My mom's cousin literally lost his head, cut off by a falling block 
The body was found but never the head in the DGI's collapsed building so at work
As if for Me...writing this...known to be no longer on earth, officially 
Accounted missing by herself, it will never be the same 
I was shook to death....

Wednesday, April 17, 2013

Winter


Rushing days and nights,
Cold clime, wool, sweaters, boots,
Would love spring.

Thursday, April 4, 2013

Thoughts of a College Student


I have nothing to say
I cannot think
My mind has been shut down
I’m word-less
Days without inspiration
It can’t be other than the truth
This white blank piece is mocking my eyes
I’m nervous and irritated
It must not be that tough
A little concentration is needed

You know you can’t focus.
Relaxing can be helpful to me
How are you going to rest?
Can’t procrastinate on that Accounting test
How about that Economic homework?
Did you already forget that trip to Washington?
There’s no way you’ll loosen up

I’m definitely growing into a college fiend
It wasn't supposed to be that hard
And you believe them?
Girl step up your game
I know I’m capable of succeeding
Keep on dreaming honey!!!

Well let’s see about that!!!
I’m in control of my goals
I’m in control of my thoughts
So back off!!!!
                                     Ladymyou


Zoranje

Pye atè m'ap mache nan Zoranje
Li fè katrè di swa
Van tap sifle on ti chante ki dou
Branch bwa ap k-danse
zwazo tout koulè ap fredonen
Lè sa peyizann ap sot nan mache
Ti moun ap benyen nan larivyè
Voye dlo youn sou lot
Ansyen gran nèg ap fè la pwomenad
Sou chwal yo
Kay Janira, pate kode finn kwit
Kay Ton Fortune, sant bouyon tèt kabrit
Pran lari pou li
Tankou se on bann rara
M'ap kontanple tout sa
Mwen pa mande anyen anko
Sinon pou'm gaga anba on ti pye zoranj
                                                  Ladymyou